{"id":26,"date":"2014-01-02T00:06:45","date_gmt":"2014-01-02T00:06:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.nashvillerecovers.org\/wordpress\/?p=26"},"modified":"2014-01-02T00:06:45","modified_gmt":"2014-01-02T00:06:45","slug":"philips-story-ex-drug-dealer-has-three-years-clean","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/nashvilleprevention.org\/nashville_recovers\/2014\/01\/02\/philips-story-ex-drug-dealer-has-three-years-clean\/","title":{"rendered":"Philip\u2019s story: Ex-drug dealer has three years clean"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Happy New Year! To help kick things off, I want to tell you the story of one of my best friends in recovery, Philip, 30, from Antioch, who has three years clean. Take it away, Philip, or \u201cPhillippe,\u201d as I like to call him!<\/p>\n<p><em>I grew up in Chicago, on the South Side. I grew up without a father; the streets was my father. I was infatuated with the gangbangers and the drugs, the people making fast money. The love they had with each other, or I thought they did, and the money they were making.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em><a href=\"http:\/\/www.nashville.com\/blogs\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/Philip-photo.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"padding: 5px;\" alt=\"Philip photo\" src=\"http:\/\/www.nashville.com\/blogs\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/Philip-photo-224x300.jpg\" width=\"224\" height=\"300\" align=\"left\" \/><\/a>In my neighborhood, everybody was doing it. My homeboy, G, showed me how to make money, protect myself, shit like that. I started selling drugs before I moved to Nashville.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>And when I got here, I started selling drugs. And with selling drugs, I started getting high. I met a few guys who were moving a lot of cocaine, so I formed me a team to make some money. But in the midst of it all, I was getting high. Cars, women, clubbin\u2019 every night. I was a drunk, a pill head, I loved Ecstacy.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>I thought I was happy but I don\u2019t think I really was, probably. Then it came crashing down in \u201906 when I caught a charge, possession of cocaine with intent to sell. That was my first big boy charge. I went to jail for a little bit, got out, starting getting high again. Still selling drugs. I got used to the good life. The whole time I knew I was messing up but I couldn\u2019t stop it.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>I went to jail again, then I ended up going to rehab after two years doing time. That\u2019s when my life changed. I started to recover. I started going to meetings, met some good people who got me in the right direction.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Now I live a better life. It still has its ups and down, but I always got somebody to call. I\u2019m happy, most of the time. The best part of it is getting to enlighten somebody like somebody enlightened me. Especially the kids. I love the kids.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>And it\u2019s so cool to watch Philip interact with some of those teens down at the Youth Opportunity Center at 17th &amp; Charlotte. My favorite thing to watch is Philip touching the shoulder of one of those teens and saying, \u201cHow\u2019s it goin\u2019, little homie?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Thanks for sharing your story, Philip, and for being my friend. If you\u2019re in recovery and want to tell your story here, please email me at brad@npponline.org.<\/p>\n<p>We\u2019ll start getting back into some topic blogs soon. Next week: Recovery book thumpbers! That should be fun, and please\u00a0email me if you\u2019d like to get in on that convo.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Happy New Year! To help kick things off, I want to tell you the story of one of my best friends in recovery, Philip, 30, from Antioch, who has three years clean. Take it away, Philip, or \u201cPhillippe,\u201d as I like to call him! I grew up in Chicago, on the South Side. 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